feels like i haven't been here in ages. i'm fine btw.
i'm back from my second field camp now. we were supposed to set up an ambush, but we were the ones who got ambushed by the swarms of mosquitoes and angry red ants. itchin like crazy now. got one last field camp on monday. it's the big one on tekong and i am personally not looking forward to it at all, though i wouldn't mind meeting one of my sergeants back there. it probably won't happen.
bmt felt like a lifetime trapped in tekong but this course really flashed by. it sucks in a way. it feels like i'm just getting to know a lot of guys in my platoon and some of them are pretty cool. i don't think i'm the same person i was at bmt. i spent like 3 months there and i can't even name half my damn platoon. right now, i could call every single platoon mate by name already. i hate this aspect of life where we're always forced to move on. cos it's tough for me to bring stuff along as i do.
2 more weeks to my first real rank. can hardly wait. people already ordering uniforms with chevrons sewed on.