well the shits most certainly hit the fan right now.
we knew something was amiss. everything was, as we said, way too quiet and it was only a matter of time before it all fell apart. but i never thought it would be so fast, or this big. and its not just one thing, its everything and its going to involve everyone. maybe its just part and parcel of being human, where things that go right will eventually collapse in our faces, where the people we look up to the most are never quite as perfect as we imagine them to be in our minds.
i'm feeling just about lost right now. so much going wrong already, so much more tipping over the edge into chaos. and me? well there's almost nothing that i can do. its not like the problems of the past, where you can throw money at the problem or even close one eye or better yet, close both eyes and ears and imagine the problem is gone. this is simply to big to ignore. things have gone way out of control.
and there's really nothing i can do.
and the problems are so overwhelming,
and its going to tear everything apart,
and i only hope its not going to be the end of everything.
